Is their such a thing as "over simplified"?

Today is the day I start my new job. A job I have really been looking forward too for countless years. I've spent centuries studying and working hard. Going to scholars and scouring the earths entirety in search of knowledge and wisdom. I've spent countless sleepless nights pondering its many faces and identities. nitpicking every detail about its waking existence. This job, the job I speak of, the job I slave over, IS.............Guitar sales at Guitar Center! The guitar meca of the U.S of A!!! I know. Right? Then why am I really not that excited over it? I am really. But just not like I should be.
The fact is. I don't know what the hell I want to do with my life anymore. Too many options and too little guidance. I can't seem to make up my mind on what it is exactly I want to do.I had a real promising career in airplanes but I decided that I don't like working on aircraft. I could do MMA but not many believe in me and I don't have the money today. I've always loved guitars and music and this could very well possible where I want to be. Today that is.
I have an opportunity to start my own business, record an album, work in music retail and just devout my life to music and the arts, but there is one thing getting in my way. Travelling. And no, I don't have I problem with it. I love it and I love being out on the road. This new opportunity will set me for life, let me do what I love, pay me for it and............I have a month to decide for sure and only time will tell. So love to all and I'll speak again soon. I must run now and ponder life and all its glory. And think of new songs to write.